Recently, I have engaged with my brother apartment in conversations relating to complacency on campus. I've found myself frustrated by the lack of drive and true passion to seek out the Lord, and to lay down everything that we have to follow Him. We've recognized that in a community of Christians it can sometimes be difficult to seek what needs to be done for the Kingdom, since essentially, we've created a Commonwealth.
I've learned that I've neglected so much of what God is doing in my heart and life. My soul is not thirsting for Him, but instead I've remained delusional and assume my "cup is always full" since I'm a Bible major, I'm required to go to chapel, and there are so many opportunities on campus for "spiritual uplift and education." I haven't recognized how dry our campus can be when we're swimming in seemingly mandatory Christian activities that don't necessarily contribute to our understanding of true faith. Though there may be tons of opportunities to build in our faith by helping out a boys and girls club, developing organic gardening capabilities and techniques, working on revolutionary research in the science labs, or taking classes in the mountains in order to develop spiritual leadership skills while backpacking, being involved in these activities doesn't suggest that we're giving everything to Him in order to broaden His Kingdom, it just suggests that we're surrounded by over a thousand extremely intelligent twenty-something year olds that have seemingly endless opportunities laying at our feet.
What can we do to truly give up everything in order to follow Him? What truly great things is HE calling us to? Are we participating in these activities to merely build our resume or to actually live ALL FOR HIM?
earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you,
my body longs for you,
in a dry and weary land
where there is no water.
I have seen you in the sanctuary
and beheld your power and your glory.
Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.
-Psalm 63:1-4
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